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reality sucks.
the past 5 days have been amazing. i decided im moving to alabama after college. nothing makes me happier than being out in the country. its like nothing really matters except the relationships you have with people. all of the people there are friendly and soooo much easier to talk to.
talking about relationships, it was so good to visit the guys again. they made me jump from trees and bridges and pass out on the garage floor ... great friends let me tell you haha. but seriously, they are probably the best friends ive ever had.
it was a little wierd for jonathan and me. last time we grew so close it was hard to just let go when i left. this time he was already in school, so we didnt spend as much time together. i could tell he was trying to keep his distance and it really bothered me. i finally said something about it and he got really upset and said it was so hard for him last time that he was trying not to get as close this time. i understand where he is coming from because it was hard on me too, but he shouldnt have purposely avoided spending time with me until the night before i left haha. oh well ... when you've known someone since you were younger and have developed such a strong bond with someone, its hard to grow up and begin to put things in perspective. especially when you feel something that goes against reality. if that makes any sense...
oh well, ive babbled enough. can't wait to go back to school! seniors 06!
love ya!
the past 5 days have been amazing. i decided im moving to alabama after college. nothing makes me happier than being out in the country. its like nothing really matters except the relationships you have with people. all of the people there are friendly and soooo much easier to talk to.
talking about relationships, it was so good to visit the guys again. they made me jump from trees and bridges and pass out on the garage floor ... great friends let me tell you haha. but seriously, they are probably the best friends ive ever had.
it was a little wierd for jonathan and me. last time we grew so close it was hard to just let go when i left. this time he was already in school, so we didnt spend as much time together. i could tell he was trying to keep his distance and it really bothered me. i finally said something about it and he got really upset and said it was so hard for him last time that he was trying not to get as close this time. i understand where he is coming from because it was hard on me too, but he shouldnt have purposely avoided spending time with me until the night before i left haha. oh well ... when you've known someone since you were younger and have developed such a strong bond with someone, its hard to grow up and begin to put things in perspective. especially when you feel something that goes against reality. if that makes any sense...
oh well, ive babbled enough. can't wait to go back to school! seniors 06!
love ya!