Thank you
I just wanted to thank everyone who showed me their support the past couple of days, you know who you are, so I'm not going to list everyone, but those of you who either called me, left me messages, or left comments, it really means a lot, you have no idea. It's nice to know that no matter what I go through in life, I have friends who genuinely care. As for what happened, I'm not going to get into it, nor will I ever, at least I hope not, because as much as I share with you guys here, this is something that might not be appropriate, and wouldn't be fair to those involved, including myself. I would love to just vent, but I can't, and I shouldn't, and I would rather not think about shit and just try to stay positive; stay myself. Hopefully things will smoothe over, but if they don't, then who knows where my frame of mind will be. All I know is, I have to do my best to not let this get me down, though at times I feel very empty inside, and very confused. Again, I would just like to thank everyone who showed me that they cared, and I even got a Smurf song out of the deal, so yay for that. As for the rest of my life, nothing really too monumental to report. I'm back to the ol' grind workwise, and school is school, and I think it's absolutely ludicrous that my spring break isn't until the end of April. Sean called me up today at 1130, asking where I was, and when I said "...On my way to class" he forgot that I was still in school and didn't get out until THE LAST FUCKING WEEK IN APRIL!!! My last class period is May 15th I believe, what is the point of this?? Damn you Scuba Steve!! Damn you Dowling!! No one is going to be off when I'm off, and therefore no one will be able to do anything when I'm off, and therefore when I'm off, it will be just like any other week, with scheduling conflicts and the like. One thing I am happy about lately is the fact that I am talking to people from high school again, whom I have lost contact with, including Lindsay, Kahlea, Alyssa, Ashley, Alicia and a few others. I've lost contact with some people, obviously due to graduation, but also due to my time with Lauren, because I drifted away from a lot of people in my senior year of high school, and I will never allow myself to do that again. I'm glad I am talking to these people again. Anyway, enough mushy stuff, my next update will be the nominations for the 2005 Live Journeys, tentatively scheduled for April 19th, and I better be off!! I'll make it happen I'm sure, Michele still owes me a favor anyway. If you haven't R.S.V.P.'ed yet, then do so, and again, if you have no idea what I am talking about, then see my journal entry from February 28th. Talk to you all soon...I'm slowly mending myself back together. Buy.