Life is cold........
I just saw on the front page of the concord monitor, one of my best friends mom passed away yesterday. It was quite the gripping picture of him and his brother sleeping beside there mothers death bed. I kind of want to go to the funeral as bev was always very kind to me. I mean i spent half my high school life over at their house. The problem is i CANNOT handle death. I really cant handle it, and she wasn't even my mother. I'ld like to go just to see ben again and say i'm sorry but man i just dont know....