Oct 25, 2012 22:16
Please stop, whatever you're doing, however you're doing it, just stop. Okay, it's gone on long enough, you've proved your point now.
Please stop, it's starting to hurt me and I know that wasn't your intention. Okay, I hope that wasn't your intention.
Please stop, I can't pass it off as a joke any more, I can't keep smiling through the pain. There's too much pain.
Please stop, it's too much, I can't take it. Whatever I did, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'll make it up, I promise just...
I can't, I can't keep pretending this isn't happening.
I can't keep up this act that you, the world, myself, expect me to play, to hide behind.
I can't play this stupid game any more, this game without rules, without a winner, only a loser, me.
I can't keep letting myself get hurt like this, hurt by you...
It hurts, the way you act around me, the way you make me act around you.
It hurts, more than you can imagine.
It hurts, you're hurting me.
It hurts, that you're hurting me...
Please stop pretending, I can't keep pretending, it hurts to keep pretending...
That we're not in love.
drabble,
honestly this can be any pairing you wan,
but also fanfiction,
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