College Update
School seems to be going well, or at least as well as it could be going.
Dorm-age is relatively pleasant; aside from being on the third floor which I'm used to now, having a quite humid/disgusting room, it's as if I'm in a hotel.... a really run down hotel and I'm sharing my room for a long time with someone whom I don't know.
Classes are deliciously difficult. The workload should keep my mind in shape. Or keep me from getting too much sleep...
My room is delightfully organized; i like my little space.
College is familiar and foreign at the same time.
I cannot, at least at the moment, describe it satisfactorily.
My thoughts and emotions are swishing and swirling in the glass known as my mind, and attempting to share them would be like me dumping the glass of water on a table; it'd run everywhere and i wouldn't be able to grasp the entire picture -only a few measly partial thought-droplets.
Luckily I don't need to describe what is currently happening; it's just a mere fancy of mine.
Considering I never intended to have a boyfriend starting out in college, things are going insanely well.
Nick has been nothing but helpful and supportive of me through this. I cannot thank him enough, and every day I spend with him, the luckier I feel having met him, let alone become so attached and close. He's truly the first person I've ever loved, and I couldn't think of anyone better to love.
I suppose I've been nostalgic and missing some obscure aspect of the last years of my life. I'm hardly aware of what it really is, it's just some peculiar burn, some minor agony placed right in the middle of my chest that reminds me I've left something behind, or more precisely, moved to a new chapter of my life. Taking that into mind, I do not worry what it is. It just is. I'm sure the feeling will drift completely, for it already is, and it really is not much of problem to begin with.
Overall, I am intensely happy and content, and looking forward to what lies ahead.
(And the fact I know who'll be at my side with me makes me even happier)
I do miss Ann though. I hope she's okay. le sigh.
-DoreenMarie
Dorm-age is relatively pleasant; aside from being on the third floor which I'm used to now, having a quite humid/disgusting room, it's as if I'm in a hotel.... a really run down hotel and I'm sharing my room for a long time with someone whom I don't know.
Classes are deliciously difficult. The workload should keep my mind in shape. Or keep me from getting too much sleep...
My room is delightfully organized; i like my little space.
College is familiar and foreign at the same time.
I cannot, at least at the moment, describe it satisfactorily.
My thoughts and emotions are swishing and swirling in the glass known as my mind, and attempting to share them would be like me dumping the glass of water on a table; it'd run everywhere and i wouldn't be able to grasp the entire picture -only a few measly partial thought-droplets.
Luckily I don't need to describe what is currently happening; it's just a mere fancy of mine.
Considering I never intended to have a boyfriend starting out in college, things are going insanely well.
Nick has been nothing but helpful and supportive of me through this. I cannot thank him enough, and every day I spend with him, the luckier I feel having met him, let alone become so attached and close. He's truly the first person I've ever loved, and I couldn't think of anyone better to love.
I suppose I've been nostalgic and missing some obscure aspect of the last years of my life. I'm hardly aware of what it really is, it's just some peculiar burn, some minor agony placed right in the middle of my chest that reminds me I've left something behind, or more precisely, moved to a new chapter of my life. Taking that into mind, I do not worry what it is. It just is. I'm sure the feeling will drift completely, for it already is, and it really is not much of problem to begin with.
Overall, I am intensely happy and content, and looking forward to what lies ahead.
(And the fact I know who'll be at my side with me makes me even happier)
I do miss Ann though. I hope she's okay. le sigh.
-DoreenMarie