only time can tell...
I don't think I have any chance with the girl I love so much. I can't believed I fucked up my perfection (being with her). I hate myself.
She tries to console me by saying its her fault but I still consider her a part of me. She says meeting her will make me realize that she's not the great, on the contrary, I think it will do the opposite.
I used to think I was destined to a life alone, in a small apartment living a meaningless life. All that went away with her, I felt like I had a purpose.
I'm pretty much back to where I was. It is so hard to think about what should could be doing because I still want her to be mine.
On the other hand, I couldn't be more happy for her because she finally found the happyness I couldn't give her. I just hope she doesn't take it to fast because she might regret something.
I feel like I'm going to puke and my head is spinning, my limbs are weak and jello-like. My sides are aching I feel like my kidneys are pounding.
I try support her with her newfound enjoyment, but its so hard because she thinks I'm trying to pull something, which is probably my fault for being secretive.
She tries to console me by saying its her fault but I still consider her a part of me. She says meeting her will make me realize that she's not the great, on the contrary, I think it will do the opposite.
I used to think I was destined to a life alone, in a small apartment living a meaningless life. All that went away with her, I felt like I had a purpose.
I'm pretty much back to where I was. It is so hard to think about what should could be doing because I still want her to be mine.
On the other hand, I couldn't be more happy for her because she finally found the happyness I couldn't give her. I just hope she doesn't take it to fast because she might regret something.
I feel like I'm going to puke and my head is spinning, my limbs are weak and jello-like. My sides are aching I feel like my kidneys are pounding.
I try support her with her newfound enjoyment, but its so hard because she thinks I'm trying to pull something, which is probably my fault for being secretive.