Jan 07, 2004 15:53
maybe she's right, maybe I don't know her
what she did doesn't bother me, but she lied to me about it
she tells me she was so close to, but in acuallity she did it
I don't know I'm so confused
at work I couldn't stop thinking about her and how much I'm going to miss her
I hope things were meant to be and last night was 90% sure they were, but I don't know anymore, realizing she lied to me
plus, I can't give her what she wants in Georgia, if I visit her I'll have to come back to Georgia, I don't see a problem with that, but she does
right now I wish I was an asshole so it wouldn't feel so bad
I want her to be happy, but part of me wants her all to myself
I guess I need to talk to whomever she likes because right now I feel left behind