paint me black.
So lastnight I had the entire house to myself... no plans came up, no boys came over, nothing. I drank a couple top shelf cosmos, ate some crazy salami/cheese melt, then watched Jurassic Park 3. All alone.
At 6am I got up and went into Tina's bed... her room is darker and the bed is just all-around much more comfortable. Another notable perk? The room has it's own bathroom... and boy isn't that lucky.
I woke up shortly after I transferred beds with the worst poops anyone could ever have. Ever. This lasted for about the next 4-5 hours. I threw up once, too... it was horrible. Usually throwing up doesn't faze me because I'm so used to it (from drinking)... but this vomit wasn't because of drinking.
I think I used bad salami in my melt? Who knows.
Anyways, the point of this rant? Maybe it was a cleanse?! LOL - I've had so much anger, doubt, depression, and self-esteem issues clogging my mind that maybe I needed to come down a step. Either way, I feel a little bit better now... about my health, atleast.
I am so broke it's insane... I seriously took Hungry Hunter for granted. I've brought my life to a place of shambles...
At 6am I got up and went into Tina's bed... her room is darker and the bed is just all-around much more comfortable. Another notable perk? The room has it's own bathroom... and boy isn't that lucky.
I woke up shortly after I transferred beds with the worst poops anyone could ever have. Ever. This lasted for about the next 4-5 hours. I threw up once, too... it was horrible. Usually throwing up doesn't faze me because I'm so used to it (from drinking)... but this vomit wasn't because of drinking.
I think I used bad salami in my melt? Who knows.
Anyways, the point of this rant? Maybe it was a cleanse?! LOL - I've had so much anger, doubt, depression, and self-esteem issues clogging my mind that maybe I needed to come down a step. Either way, I feel a little bit better now... about my health, atleast.
I am so broke it's insane... I seriously took Hungry Hunter for granted. I've brought my life to a place of shambles...