everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
And they're probably right.
So, it's been a rough ROUGH week.
PG&E rejects me
Hungry Hunter goes out of business
DUI
Cody goes to hospital for OD'ing
Work is terrible
The culmination? Me at Greenback 16 Cinemas, too drunk to even REMEMBER the movie I've been waiting to see since I was born... 'Sex and the City'. Waking up this morning in the all-too-familiar fetal position, head throbbing, stomach aching, eyes burning.
I am destroying my own life and it's like I don't care! I am making horrible decisions and throwing all caution to the wind. It's a downward spiral, and I'm not inviting anyone for the ride.
Apparently there's a movement in my group of friends - the popular vote says I'm headed for a break-down any day now. I guess crying in public EVERYTIME a sentimental movement spikes at the movies could lead any normal friend of mine to the conclusion that I am infact NOT okay.
But no one's REALLY okay, right? Let's face it, self loathing, DUI's, AA, and drinking by yourself is pretty much the new black.
So, it's been a rough ROUGH week.
PG&E rejects me
Hungry Hunter goes out of business
DUI
Cody goes to hospital for OD'ing
Work is terrible
The culmination? Me at Greenback 16 Cinemas, too drunk to even REMEMBER the movie I've been waiting to see since I was born... 'Sex and the City'. Waking up this morning in the all-too-familiar fetal position, head throbbing, stomach aching, eyes burning.
I am destroying my own life and it's like I don't care! I am making horrible decisions and throwing all caution to the wind. It's a downward spiral, and I'm not inviting anyone for the ride.
Apparently there's a movement in my group of friends - the popular vote says I'm headed for a break-down any day now. I guess crying in public EVERYTIME a sentimental movement spikes at the movies could lead any normal friend of mine to the conclusion that I am infact NOT okay.
But no one's REALLY okay, right? Let's face it, self loathing, DUI's, AA, and drinking by yourself is pretty much the new black.