Lonley and bored..
darrens gone, to burnley to look for a house.
He will be back for his stuff. we are the best of freinds and he will do anything for me.
He is paying the rent till i can which is never. Hes paying the bills cause i cant.
I do miss him , his things are here. You know th elittle things. The touches, the way he was with me when he was nice. I just want him to hold me but hes not here to do so.
Im so lonley its unreal. Im just sat here in front of the pc doing sweet f a. Everyone in chat rooms are assholes. I just want to be with someone have fun. Im scared of been on my own too long cause i am expecting to just lip, crack up because i havent cried yet. Im so lonley and its the worst feeling ever.
People say i will be ok but how do they know that? They dont know what im feeling. They dont know what im thinking. Everyone is so happy,they have a life, thay have things to do, places to go.
Im just going to sit here forevr, thats it now. Thats me. No Darren holding me, no kisses no nothing.
Hes missing me like hell, hes ready to crack up any day too.He texted me crying for me the other night. Imlike shit why doe slife have to be a total bitch!! I really thought he was the one.
Ill always love him , hes my freind hes there for me whenever i need him.
If no one likes that, then tough.
He will be back for his stuff. we are the best of freinds and he will do anything for me.
He is paying the rent till i can which is never. Hes paying the bills cause i cant.
I do miss him , his things are here. You know th elittle things. The touches, the way he was with me when he was nice. I just want him to hold me but hes not here to do so.
Im so lonley its unreal. Im just sat here in front of the pc doing sweet f a. Everyone in chat rooms are assholes. I just want to be with someone have fun. Im scared of been on my own too long cause i am expecting to just lip, crack up because i havent cried yet. Im so lonley and its the worst feeling ever.
People say i will be ok but how do they know that? They dont know what im feeling. They dont know what im thinking. Everyone is so happy,they have a life, thay have things to do, places to go.
Im just going to sit here forevr, thats it now. Thats me. No Darren holding me, no kisses no nothing.
Hes missing me like hell, hes ready to crack up any day too.He texted me crying for me the other night. Imlike shit why doe slife have to be a total bitch!! I really thought he was the one.
Ill always love him , hes my freind hes there for me whenever i need him.
If no one likes that, then tough.