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I have been feeling really ambivalent and fucked up about my T lately. Well actually more then lately, try for almost a year....
I hate having to get injections and I continually let my prescription run out and don't get it filled for a couple of weeks and then I am very off schedule. But even through the weird ambivalence, whenever I know that I am going to be getting my shot after not being on schedule it makes me happy....I don't know what to do with that?? And I recently have been thinking about harvesting my eggs (I feel like a crop), it was something I never really thought of until recently and the idea is kind of really appealing. And I have also been thinking about going off T because I have such a hard time keep it regular and I know it is super bad.
Hum this is a strange post for my first post back in a very long time.
I hate having to get injections and I continually let my prescription run out and don't get it filled for a couple of weeks and then I am very off schedule. But even through the weird ambivalence, whenever I know that I am going to be getting my shot after not being on schedule it makes me happy....I don't know what to do with that?? And I recently have been thinking about harvesting my eggs (I feel like a crop), it was something I never really thought of until recently and the idea is kind of really appealing. And I have also been thinking about going off T because I have such a hard time keep it regular and I know it is super bad.
Hum this is a strange post for my first post back in a very long time.