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i have to much free time on my hands and that leads to me feeling really bad about myself. i spend time thinking about everything i could be doing that i don't have the energy/motivation to get done. it lets me think about everything i have done wrong in my life and it makes me miss so much. question so much. and the sad thing is i already have a job!! a job i really don't like, but i need to find motivation to do shit with time. i hate feeling like crap.