Jan 11, 2006 19:51
Sometimes the world just falls.
And sometimes, you fall with it.
Basicaly, I think Nikki is an idiot. I love her. Still. Always will. But things with us have changed. Can't go back. And that is her fault. I miss it. But I accept it. This is way to fucked up though. And I hate the "I love her" shit. If she loved her, she wouldn't have done this. She wasn't forced.
Me and Lee are getting pretty close. And I like it. Shes my good buddy<3
Aime and I like barely talk. And never hang out. I don't think this is going anywhere but in circles.
I miss Jaime Foley.
And Katelyn Foley.
And my sister.
And my daughter.
And my Moni Babi.
To bad about half those people things are strained and streched and can't go back.
The boy likes me.
I saw Laura the therapist for the first time in a month and 1/2. Won't see her again for a month. Mary the doctor is moving. Starting a practice in Florida. Good luck to her, but I'm pissed I have to change doctors, twice, cause she's leaving and the new one doesn't come for a month. So I have a temp.
I'm going to Florida Saturday.
I'm going in a plane.
I've never been in a plane.
I don't want to be in a plane.
Just thought you'd like an update.