Sensual Red Lights- fan fiction- gazette/ alice nine/ d'espairsray-3/?

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Title:  Sensual Red Lights
author: Me..? Sarcasm_chan
warning: well, ...yaoi and vulgar language sometimes... english is not my mother-tongue..not beta-read
pairings: ShouxHiroto , ToraxHiroto , ?xUruha
disclaimers: unfortunately, their manager didn't want to sell them to me ;_; the meanie wants them for his own use -_-; so, i don't own them....
rating: - dunno NC17 is a bit overdone I think???
genre: manxman (a lot), drama
posted:
jrockyaoi,
xaliceninex ,
aliceinloveland ,
gazette_yaoi 
Summary:
Uruha is a porn-star in the yaoi scene, his biggest rival is Ruki.

previous:

3

“Uruha, about time. Shou! So you decided to join us? Great! I have to discuss something about your new promo anyway, and now you’ll hear the big news!” Karyu says with his most generous smile. He truly is in a good mood. “You see Shou, we changed the title a bit…”
“The title?” Shou asks curious.
”Yes, it now is called “The Shou must go on!” instead of “the show must go on”. We thought that made a better-“
“It’s okay Karyu-sama, I like it.” Shou grins, while he is trying to hold his laughing.
”And now: OVER TO ME!” Uruha shouts, as a little boy with too less attention. “Is it true Karyu? I want to see it, I HAVE to see it.”
“Yes, yes Uru-kun. It is true.” Karyu grins. “It seems that the effect you wanted to reach with the gossiping, is reached.”
 Uruha couldn’t look more satisfied, a big grin on his face, his eyes are shining.

“May I ask, what the hell you’re all talking about?” Shou says confused.
”Ah, Shou…Let me explain.” Karyu smiles. “You decided to do your teeth, right?”
”…Yes.”
”Why?”
“Cause they were horrible…Everyone told me they were.”
”Ah! There you’ve said the magic words Shou, everyone said, you see, in our jobs it is important what others think of you. And as soon as you start doubting about something that can be changed, you change it, so you won’t doubt about it.
We knew Ruki wasn’t that secure about his ass as he was of the other parts of his body, while in fact there’s nothing wrong with it, but as his rivals, it is our job not to let him know. So instead of telling him he was overreacting about his ass, we confirmed his feelings, by spreading a gossip.” Karyu smiles.
“…And that gossip said Ruki uses stand-ins? I don’t really see-“
”Shou, by spreading the rumour he uses stand-ins, and keeping that rumour up and using it against him as an insult, -we weren’t the only ones by the way, something that also helped- we made Ruki think he actually needs a stand-in. So now, he really uses one. And THAT is the most stupid mistake he could make, so the best for us.” Karyu smiles.

“Indeed.” Uruha smiles, while he sits down on Karyu’s leather couch, in front of the LCD-screen TV. “and now show me the damage the dwarf caused!” he adds after it, grinning a bit evil.
“There are two movies released with Ruki in it recently, I picked the scenes where you can see the huge differences, and I compared them with his old work.” Karyu grins.
“Do you watch porn, even in your free-time, Dickle-san?” Uruha grins. “Cause how other could you find out he did this? We never watch Ruki’s stuff-“
“Yes I do watch his stuff in work-time Uruha, that is to know what he’s up to, always stay a step forward to your rivals Uruha. And no, I do not watch it in my free-time for fun. It reminds me of work too much, in my spare time I enjoy a good book or some guitar-playing, or I’ll take a walk with my children and wife.” Karyu answers.

Shou stares at Uruha with a weird expression on his face. “Wife? Children?” He whispers to Uruha. Uruha grins and nods, then points at a picture on the cabinet. It shows Karyu with a short, friendly-looking and pretty woman, with three children in front of them. All are smiling and look happy, though it’s not one of those stupid family-portraits with plastic smiles, it is a real picture.
“They’re married for already 8 years,” Uruha whispers back to Shou. “She is the reason why he stopped.”
“Done talking about my private life?” Karyu asks a bit indignant.
Uruha looks a bit caught. “yes.” He mumbles.
”Good, now watch this carefully.”

A blonde girl is walking over to the young man, they both wear very, very short silk bathrobes, the girl is looking like she is stoned from being so horny, (she is a very bad actress, or she is supposed to play a part like this, in that case she is very good.) Ruki is sending her a sexy hard-to-get-glance, turns around and walks away to the other side of the room.
”But…You asked for me?” The girl says with a desperate voice.
“I didn’t.” Ruki answers with a cold voice.
 “I did.” Another voice says, and a second man comes from behind a pillar. The man is tall, brown/blonde and has a very handsome face, though you can see from that distance already, that he has the typical porn-star looks. He is a natural talent, everyone can say.
“I called you.” The man says. “to tell you, to stay away from him. At least, when I am around…” The man says threatening.
“Wh-what?” The girl says unbelieving.
“You heard him.” Ruki says, and he walks over to both of the other persons. Putting a hand on the other mans ass. “You can stay…But he stays as well.”

Then suddenly the movie skips a part (Karyu is not very skilled in movie-cutting) and you see how two naked men lay on the floor, moaning and gasping.
Karyu pauses the screen, while there’s a shot that shows the shorter one on top of the taller. Ruki’s ass is very clear in screen.
“See?” Karyu asks.
“Ahuh…” Uruha says uninterested.
”Who’s that other one?” Shou asks curious.
”Ah don’t mind him. But that is Ruki’s natural ass.”
“Why did we have to watch that horrible intro-scene?” Uruha asks annoyed.
”Eh…I didn’t know how to delete it…” Karyu mumbles ashamed. “But anyway let’s skip to the next two shots I want to show. Oh and before I do, mind his legs.”
Uruha looks at Ruki’s legs, they’re not really tall, but their shape is okay. Not as great as his own though.

The next scene doesn’t differ much from the last, two men again, but in another pose, moaning and gasping (actually, all porn movies are kind of the same eh?). And another shot that shows Ruki’s ass…But something is truly different.
“Can you see it?” Karyu grins.
“HELL MAN!” Uruha shouts, staring at “Ruki’s” ass. “Whose ass…I mean, that isn’t his, he doesn’t have legs like that, and his ass is definitely not…”
“Indeed. His legs are taller…and the shape of the ass is different.” Karyu grins. “Can you see it Shou?”
”….Hell…Yes.” Shou mumbles softly.

”OH MAN! The Dwarf is going DOWN!” Uruha laughs. “Who’ll take him when they know this?”
“Many directors though, there are a lot of actors who use stand-ins.” Karyu shrugs. “But since you don’t need one, definitely, you’ll be more wanted than Ruki. So will Kai pick you above him, I am sure.” Karyu grins.
“MAN! That part is for me!” Uruha shouts happy.
“…Don’t be too sure yet Thunderthigh. You did not win yet. Tomorrow you’ll shoot the promo, but maybe Kai has no problems with stand-ins. And Ruki stays a fine actor and a huge rival for you!” Karyu says warning.
“I know, I know…But be honest: It is way more easy to pick someone that does his own ass-work. I am au naturelle , you know, I am the real deal!” Uruha grins.
“You’re probably right.” Karyu smiles. “but Ruki will get a part anyway Uruha.”
”…What?!” Uruha says indignant.
“Think about it, Kai made up a script with three big parts. One for you, one for Ruki and one for a third actor, and no, I have no idea who that’ll be. But what you two are fighting for is the part of the head-character, so will the third person.”

“…So you mean…I’ll have to play with Ruki anyway?” Uruha says indignant.
”Probably yes. Definitely if you’ll get the part you want. Otherwise it depends on what part Ruki gets.” Karyu says.
”Why didn’t you tell me that earlier?!” Uruha shouts.
“I didn’t realize it earlier. But I thought about what Kai told us.”
“Shit…” Uruha mumbles.
“It’s not the end of the world Thunderthigh. Just beat Ruki tomorrow. Beat him, and show to the world what you can do.” Karyu smiles. “Maybe…you’ll be discovered.”
“I already am discovered Karyu.”
“I mean, by the other directors Uruha. Discovered by the big movies, the real movies.”
Uruha looks up to Karyu. “You mean-?”
“You have the talents and the looks Uruha, you have the skills to become a real star. That is why you HAVE to get that part Uruha, more is depending on it than you think.” Karyu says, partial father-like, partial concerned and partial friendly smiling. “but now, you two have to go, I am leaving, my wife is expecting me for dinner. And there’s no way I am going to miss her famous lasagne.”

They’re standing outside of Karyu’s apartment, Shou is silent and Uruha is thinking.
”Uruha,” Shou asks then.
”Hmmm?” He mumbles a bit grumpy.
“Do you know who that other actor was?”
“You mean the third actor in Kais movie? Course not.”
”No, I meant the one in Ruki’s old movie. The taller blonde one.”
Uruha stopped his walking and looks at Shou with pulled up eyebrows.
”Why?”
“I am just wondering. He was way too good for such a small role.”
“Probably, but I know you’re lying now Shou. So just be honest and tell me why you want to know?”
“…I believe I know him.”
“Then why do you ask for his name?” Uruha says.
“I am not sure if it’s him.” Shou mumbles.

Uruha sighs. “His name is Saga, he once played with me as well. I believe his manager is his best friend or something, that’s probably why he’s not really that famous as he could be, but that’s my opinion.”
“What you mean?” Shou asks curious.
“That manager is too soft for him. But is it the same guy Shou?”
“…I think it is, yes, I didn’t really know his name, he only told me once. But Saga sounds familiar …”
“…From what do you know him, Shou?” Uruha asks.
But Shou only shakes his head and walks away.

As Uruha opens the door of his apartment, he realizes something…It wasn’t locked.
A bit surprised he walks into the hall, not even thinking about the danger that could wait him, but he does shout: “Somebody here?”
It will probably be his mother or something…Or one of his neighbours…
Hang on, those don’t have keys…
”Who is here?” Uruha shouts. Realizing that he could be robbed…And what if that guy is still in the house?
Uruha opens the door of the big living room, the room is just as tidy and stylish as always, and that thanks to his housekeeper, not to himself. Uruha stares around, and before he walks in further, he grabs some weird statue from a small cabinet next to the huge television.
He never liked it, but he is sure he can punch someone on the head with it, if needed.
“Show yourself!” Uruha shouts.
But nobody answers.

A bit scared Uruha walks into his kitchen. Just the same grey floor, the same silver fridge, the same bar stools in front of the cooking Island. Nothing weird, nothing broken, nothing gone.
He walks further into the dining room, but also in here everything seems normal.
Back through the living room, and he enters the bathroom.
Still nothing unusual.
And there’s only one room left now. Okay maybe two if you count his closet/fitness room along, the closet was too big for his collection of clothes, so he put several home-trainers in it. But there’s nothing from value in there, and no window to escape.
Still a bit afraid, Uruha opens the door of the last room, his bedroom.
And he does find something unusual there…

His bed is covered with rose-petals. There’s a bottle of wine put on it, with a note on it.
”Uruha.” The note says.
A bit afraid, Uruha opens the envelope, and reads the note.

”I saw you left your door open, I found it a pity not to make use of that.
This is my revenge.
Go find out what I did, and who I am.

You’ll never beat me.

I am a riddle, yours to solve.

Nothing is what it seems.

P.S: This wine is extremely good, and I may be a bit of a creep, but it’s not poisoned.
P.P.S: See you tomorrow, Thunderthigh

Goodbye, may we meet again soon.”

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note: Ok, I know this one is a bit short and maybe a bit crappy...I am sorry, in the next chapter real action will come >D I promise! ^^;;;