srry m(_ _)m

Feb 14, 2007 20:07

To all of you who are wondering why I'm taking so long: sorry! (I am talking about my fic...so guess not many people are interested int his apology XD;;)

I'm into a very inspiration-less period and it is not progressing at all...Writing seems to go more difficult lately...
I have the ideas, I just don't seem to be able to put the words down...
it's pretty frustrating...Cause I have things entirely finished in my head...My fingers or the words...or the computer or whatever it is, isn't working along....
I'm sorry! i did not reach my deadline, so I'll try to put on a new one...
Since holiday will be next week I'll have loads of time then, I guess...
So writing has to come...Since it's my fave/one of my fave hobbies (apart from the piano, but with that I have the same problem...)
I promise that when I do manage to write, it'll be worth waiting.... (at least I hope so...)

back to more nice things, it was Ramons Birthday ^^ (the poor guy is born on Valentines day...aren't you supposed to be doomed in love then? I think you are ^^;;;)
It's actually pretty sad that all things happening in my life are my fic, school...and sometimes a birthday...
Though I met some really nice people lately, (all internet contacts...) my life is boring and I have no social life at all...Guess that's why writing and music are so important to me...

Fights with my parents are becoming a bit more rare lately, but when I have them they're getting more intense, so I guess that's not a good thing...
Sometimes I really wish I'd have a place for my own, with the stuff I need...I have to admit I can't wait till I'll get a bit older...
When I'm finally done with that damn high school, I can at least leave this damn house...Where emptiness is ruling, and it's reminding me of my worst periods...
I know many people form my age say those things, and I also now that being responsible for your own living isn't everything, money and stuff are not my strong points, so i do realize that other problems will come...
But I really think it's better for me to leave this place, this town...and later this country...

hear me complaining again, you guys must all think I am the most pathetic emo kid ever...

the clue of this message: don't wait too long for chap 11, I'm working on it, I'm just sorry for taking such a long time ^^I hope my inspiration will come soon!

fan-fic, aoi, kai, uruha, sarcasm_chan, gazette, circulation, ruki, reita

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