All of a sudden
I haven't updated in ages. Last time I cheated cause I copied it from my MySPace blog. I'm only posting this one here, cause I'm too lazy to copy and paste.
Yeah. I know.
*shrug*
I should be sleeping. I left early because I needed my sleep. I have to get up at 7 in the morning. Gotta leave by 8. Tomorrow I have to drive all the way to the Mall of Georgia to work from 9-3.
Why do I say yes to these things?
Oh yeah, I'm broke.
Money=good.
I had a wonderful night. I always do. Hanging out with my boyfriend, the brother and the brother's girlfriend. All who are completely awesome. And geeky. We musn't forget geeky.
Yay for the DS and Xbox and games that entertain us.
Yay for good conversation in the car on the way to the Kroger.
Also, yay for a boyfriend who let's me cuddle and makes me feel safe and happy. =)
But, boo for getting hit with this indescribable feeling on the way home. I guess it's finally hit me. It registered tonight. I know it shouldn't bother me. Afterall, it's been the way it is for so long now I almost can't remember the way it was. The way it used to be.
When things were good and made some sense.
I don't know how to deal with this. I don't understand how to comprehend this. I don't understand how to approach this.
And I only have until tuesday to figure it out.
I really should be sleeping.
I need a sleeping pill.
No dreams tonight. Can't deal.
Yeah. I know.
*shrug*
I should be sleeping. I left early because I needed my sleep. I have to get up at 7 in the morning. Gotta leave by 8. Tomorrow I have to drive all the way to the Mall of Georgia to work from 9-3.
Why do I say yes to these things?
Oh yeah, I'm broke.
Money=good.
I had a wonderful night. I always do. Hanging out with my boyfriend, the brother and the brother's girlfriend. All who are completely awesome. And geeky. We musn't forget geeky.
Yay for the DS and Xbox and games that entertain us.
Yay for good conversation in the car on the way to the Kroger.
Also, yay for a boyfriend who let's me cuddle and makes me feel safe and happy. =)
But, boo for getting hit with this indescribable feeling on the way home. I guess it's finally hit me. It registered tonight. I know it shouldn't bother me. Afterall, it's been the way it is for so long now I almost can't remember the way it was. The way it used to be.
When things were good and made some sense.
I don't know how to deal with this. I don't understand how to comprehend this. I don't understand how to approach this.
And I only have until tuesday to figure it out.
I really should be sleeping.
I need a sleeping pill.
No dreams tonight. Can't deal.