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So last night was the Sr. High Christmas party. It was so much fun! Ellisha went, and she told me she really enjoyed it. I'm glad. Everyone's missed her at youth group..especially me. Yeah, I see her every morning at school, but I don't usually see her on the weekend, so youth group was something I looked forward to so that I could spend time with Ellisha. Oh well. In February or March she'll be able to come back, because indoor soccer will be over. YES! Can't wait!! Its gonna be great having her back...
So last night, one of Jason's friends, Jesse, showed up just as we were starting to do the White Elephant gift exchange. He's extremely cute, and he was really friendly. We wound up next to each other because our birthdays are right by each others, and we talked. He wound up chosing my toliet brush the second time around, and I told him that was my Christmas present to him. He gave me his little Christmas bag that he had brought his present in, and said, "Well that's my Christmas present to you." And we bonded. =] Mary and I were laughing so much, because I became sugar high from the punch that I was addicted to, and she said, "Sarah he likes you." Yeah. Uh huh.
I'm trying so hard to get over guys, but I can't. Its in our freakin' DNA!! WHY?! And Kevin Sanger just doesn't help any. Yes...I still like him. I've liked him all along. I've never stopped liking him. There's always been that little piece of my heart that cried, "Kevin Sanger!" Tell me why didn't I listen to that piece instead of going with Kevin Conte. Ugh. The song 'Far Away' kind of fits right now...for Kevin Sanger I mean. He's a preacher's boy, so its ok. =] I know he won't take advantage of me, or move things too fast. And I won't be able to date him for about two more years...maybe winter ball or something.
So I'm in a major delema [?]. Kevin Kausch [yeah..another Kevin] asked me out, but I don't like him as much as I like Kevin Sanger. I mean, I like Kevin [Kausch] a little bit, but I like Kevin Sanger a lot more. I dunno what to do. Help?
Confused. Heart. Sarah.