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i want to use this because no one else does.
livejournal is my safety net.
i know for what.
i'm learning french because i already miss school.
not really.
i do miss stimulating my brain.
seeing happy faces everyday.
an office can be so depressing.
and bland.
and .. not sterile.. but similar to this.
i got a kitteh.
she's 1.
the best.
have almost had her for a year.
brought her to ny.
with the most amazing person i've ever been with.
he's in nc.
i am alone.
maybe i need to catch up on sleep.
and detox of everything bad.
i don't know.
i just don't know what works anyone.
i'm so up and down and up and down.
i really want to write a book.
i don't want to write it on a laptop.
i feel like i could only really do it 'into' LJ.
anyways.
i feel complete disjunct.
fatally incomplete.
morbidly tired.
and excessively -----------.
i do miss washington. but really. suffocating with all those trees.
livejournal is my safety net.
i know for what.
i'm learning french because i already miss school.
not really.
i do miss stimulating my brain.
seeing happy faces everyday.
an office can be so depressing.
and bland.
and .. not sterile.. but similar to this.
i got a kitteh.
she's 1.
the best.
have almost had her for a year.
brought her to ny.
with the most amazing person i've ever been with.
he's in nc.
i am alone.
maybe i need to catch up on sleep.
and detox of everything bad.
i don't know.
i just don't know what works anyone.
i'm so up and down and up and down.
i really want to write a book.
i don't want to write it on a laptop.
i feel like i could only really do it 'into' LJ.
anyways.
i feel complete disjunct.
fatally incomplete.
morbidly tired.
and excessively -----------.
i do miss washington. but really. suffocating with all those trees.