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i feel so sick.
i want to throw up.
i want to implode.
i want to not be in a house where he stepped in.
i don't want to be in the room we played cards in.
i hurt so much inside.
nothing feels good.
nothing feels good
no one could make me happy.
no one could change the way i feel.
i just want tto sulk. and cry.
and sit doing nothing.
i have never wanted to fight so hard for something in my life.