dub will tear us apart

Feb 17, 2009 12:28

Maintaining personal momentum sometimes is really hard.  I've been trying to do this with my life, work, expression etc.  Not dropping the ball, or setting it down for an amount of time while I do something else blah blah blah.  At times I have an intense ability to focus and to get things done.  Other times I find myself picking up one thing and getting distracted into a world of something else.  I'm really trying to bring things full circle.  I'm really trying to use words like "drop the ball" and "full circle"

LOL

Anyway...but SERIOUSLY guys.  :D

There's some things I've left out in my life and it's more of a personal routine...I noticed my friend Eric doing them just small things in the morning and I realllly think I need those things.  Things for ME.  Things for myself.  I too quickly turn to work.  Looking at my blackberry.  Opening emails before I should.  Eating as an afterthought.  Same with exercise and health...afterthoughts.  Well let me rephrase that...in the PAST.  NOW I'm trying to do something more........

Not letting things sit so long whether it's some garbage in the back of my car, the clothing on the floor.  Not perfection but just momentum...like filling up a bag of laundry and then letting it sit a week and the bag starts to fall apart and then you don't know which is laundry anymore etc etc...

You know the drill.  Don't you?

I guess I would call it subtle sabotage...the small things I let go...and then snowball into problems.

I'M TIRED OF DOING THAT!

So I'm doing the small things I can...moment to moment to follow thru.  To kick my butt when I need it and to let myself relax when I need it most...
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