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i neglect you livejournal, far too much. a lot has been happening. i am done with highschool, i am in the process of finalizing tegan's adoption. i begin college august 18th. a chapter of my life is finished, and i am now begining a new one. this time next year no one will be talking about what went on these past months, and my mistakes will become just another skeleton in my closet. i thought i had my life goals figured out, i thought that i had some sort of plan, but now when i go to sign up for classes, i am becoming so overwhelmed. this is my life, this is growing up, this is it! this is my future and the future is now. i have no idea now what i want to do with my life, there are so many ideas running through my head. but i do know that this year is a chance for me to start over. new school, i'm getting a new job, i have new hair, and now because of the death of my blue volvo (forever RIP) i will be getting some type of new car. i am excited about the change, but very nervous at the same time. i am ready to fall back in love. i am ready to put the past two and half years that were dedicated to zack behind me and move on with a new relationship. i am ready to be appreciated for who i am and how much effort i put into things. ahhh so much going on, i just hope that i can keep up. the past two days have sucked, but now i'm over it, i'm not in highschool anymore so i'm done being upset over petty drama.