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[sarasthecoolest]

Gosh all boys "strongly dislike" me. Hm maybe it is just me being the physco bitch that I am (as Rusty Wiggins so openly told me). Yeah well practically everyone is has a boyfriend/girlfriend EXCEPT me. Oh well true love is very hard to find, but what am I saying I am only in eighth grade. Hmm very intresting day...told Jorge that he is dead to me

Comments

[anonymous]

She figured it out. =D

[doogster]

Damnit, your back. I thought you stopped posting on people's journals. Shut up, you don't know Sara. I don't know her that well but I do know she isn't a "psycho bitch." From what I know she is really cool and nice.

Sara, some of the guys can be jerks. I can be a jerk. They don't hate you, trust me on that. I don't hate you, your one of the first people who came up to me and asked me what was wrong and stuff and I really appreciate that. As for love, don't go there. Love sucks. When it's over it's like a piece of you died. I mean look at me, I'm here thinking about suicide and crap because of it. Yeah don't let the stuff get to you, just be happy and yeah you have a lot of friends and if the guys give you a hard time you tell me and I'll fix that cause yeah they will listen to me. Love you

Doug

[forgotten_oaths]

as for love, its amazing. it jsut does really depend what end of it you are on. yes doug i did totally give you the bad end of it all. but doug and sara that doesnt mean all love is bad. you, doug, really got too attached. how far did you think it would go? but yeah ne way i gtg bye

[doogster]

I am not going to take any chances with love. I'd be better off dead. I know I got to attached, that was stupid of me to do. Not sure how far I expected it to go.

[forgotten_oaths]

what are you looking for in life? you know that is so not true. why do you continue to feed yourself false lies?

[doogster]

I'm not looking for anything in life. I'm trying to get away from it. Why do you think I hurt myself and crap. It is true, I will kill myself if that's what is has to come to. And I don't feed myself false crap.

[forgotten_oaths]

uh cause you do...

[doogster]

No I don't

[forgotten_oaths]

oh yes you do.

[doogster]

Alright lets hear it. What do I make up?

[forgotten_oaths]

that you have no purpose. and that youd be better off dead

[dope_danny]

kids...

why?

[sarasthecoolest]

i am sorry, but doug why do you want to kill yourself it is NOT going to solve anything so dump the idea and please never mention it because it may not be true, but maybe you are saying this because you want laura to feel sorry for you?

Re: why?

[doogster]

I can see why you would think that. But the answer is no, I don't want her to feel sorry. As I have said before, sympathy and pity is the last thing I want. I don't want people feeling sorry for me or worrying about me. And sorry, I won't mention anything about that subject or whatever again.