its tuesday
so i hope everyones break was good, mine was really great which i guess is part of the reason coming back here seemed so dismal. i really miss home sometimes. not enough to move back or not want to be here completely, just enough to have a pit in my stomach when i think about my family. i dont really know what my deal is. this is my second year, im used to this and im used to not having my family here. i dont know what it is, maybe that ive had a new roommate every term. who really knows, but i keep getting really upset when i think about my mom. i miss her alot. i feel like she has no one at home that really understands her and i wish i could be that person. and i feel so selfish being here on their money complaining. i mean how many people get to go to a great school and love it? my mind keeps going so fast and all i want to do is sleep. this term is going to be really difficult. i can tell already i wont like many of my classes and ill have to work really hard. i just want it to be over and its just barely started. i want to go home and sit in my tv room in the back of the house, on the comfy brown couch and watch sex and city with my mom while eating cabury eggs. that is perfect.