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I'm happy. I have lost lot of weight, so I went and tried on sexy corsets today. Just need to eliminate the remainder of my love handles. CUrtis is sweet. On halloween Curtis, Adam, Dave and I went up mt washington and climbed all the way up the yellow chair and crazy carpeted down. It was the scariest event of my life. Then we went to boston pizza. I went to Curtis's after and watched the Blair Witch Project, then fell asleep in his arms. He's a sweetie and I think he really likes me. I like how things are riight now. Part of me wants him to be mine and only mine, but part of me wants to just keep "seeing him." It keeps the excitement of a "new" relationship and I feel like the chase is still there. Even though the only thing that would change that is naming it girlfriend and boyfriend. Cause that's pretty much what it is. It's weird though...I still don't really want a boyfriend. Committment. Eugh. Not right now. But he's sweet and I will see how it goes. And I told him not to shave because he looks so sexy with the scruff. mmmm....It's nice to have someone to hold, someone to talk to and someone to play with. Someone I know cares about me, and someone I can bring along as an outgoing date. They all tell me the way he looks at me. It's nice.