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So I still haven't passed out in ages. It makes me happy. I mean, I get CLOSE to passing out, but don't actually lose consciousness. :-D. My kidneys, however, are being absolutely RIDICULOUS (REDICULOUS, MUAHAHAHA). They hurt. REALLY BAD. I have painkillers, but I don't like taking the painkillers for more than one day in a row. I'm scared of getting addicted. I know there's a difference between addiction and RELYING on something, but withdrawals tend to feel the same, either way.
I go to a psychiatrist on Monday. I'm a bit nervous about it. I've never been to one before. Then Thursday, I go get a CT scan of my kidneys to see if I have kidney stones. I don't know what it is, but I know that I woke up in the middle of the night last night in excruciating pain. So um, YAY!
:-p
It's amazing that I can get something CARVED INTO MY LEG and be totally ok with that pain, but something natural?! HELL NO. I can't handle it at all.
I go to a psychiatrist on Monday. I'm a bit nervous about it. I've never been to one before. Then Thursday, I go get a CT scan of my kidneys to see if I have kidney stones. I don't know what it is, but I know that I woke up in the middle of the night last night in excruciating pain. So um, YAY!
:-p
It's amazing that I can get something CARVED INTO MY LEG and be totally ok with that pain, but something natural?! HELL NO. I can't handle it at all.