last week (i'm still alive)
one day, at work last week, i was filing my nails. and i realized that while filing the nails on my right hand, i held the file steady in my left and moved my left hand. when filing the nails on my left hand, my right hand stayed in place while the file did all the moving. it was that day that i realized that i have to start being less like the file in my left hand and more like my right hand. i have to start doing the work. it's not always going to come to me. the applies to him. who pops up in my thoughts every now and then. not as much as he used to. but enough to put a smile on my face.
the nail filing day was also the day that i got rejected from my number one college choice. i hate the way rejection letters are worded. because it's just a nice way of saying "we don't want you right now. go somewhere else for a year and THEN we'll think about it."
i did notice someone last week, while at work, that i usually see walking around. typical mall-rat type. he's always walking alone. he always has this depressed scowl on his face. he's not very attractive. but one day last week, he was walking around with someone else and was smiling wide. he looked much more appealing with his teeth showing.
the nail filing day was also the day that i got rejected from my number one college choice. i hate the way rejection letters are worded. because it's just a nice way of saying "we don't want you right now. go somewhere else for a year and THEN we'll think about it."
i did notice someone last week, while at work, that i usually see walking around. typical mall-rat type. he's always walking alone. he always has this depressed scowl on his face. he's not very attractive. but one day last week, he was walking around with someone else and was smiling wide. he looked much more appealing with his teeth showing.