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this is so stupid becuase youve treated me so poorly in the past and what makes me think its all going to just stop now? its all better because we're going out again. why are we going out? do you even want to? you say you do but then you say you like to see me, but you cant see me right now. and you wont be able to see me ever. we're going to be at different schools for four years. and i might move closer to home but im still far from you. and this is hard because im not supposed to change because of you but youre the first thing i see in my head when i think of home