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so today was absolutely horrible
i haven't cried that hard in....i don't even KNOW how long
corey brought up a situation that has hurt us at least once before
and so i finally broke down and told him that he didn't understand
and that he wouldn't understand
well he pushed it so i told him
between my sobs and gasps for air
he was amazing. he sat down and had me put my head on his lap and let me cry
my tears soaked through his blanket and he goes "i think i peed on my right leg"
it made me smile a bit :)
so i went on and on and told him about everything, well, almost
and he tried to understand
at least thats what it seemed like
which made me feel better and worse all at the same time
oy what a confusing night
i told him that i would try and get help
and he said that he would go with me if i ever wanted him to
which meant the world to me
i love him with all my heart and i would do anything for him
including facing my fears and getting help
i haven't cried that hard in....i don't even KNOW how long
corey brought up a situation that has hurt us at least once before
and so i finally broke down and told him that he didn't understand
and that he wouldn't understand
well he pushed it so i told him
between my sobs and gasps for air
he was amazing. he sat down and had me put my head on his lap and let me cry
my tears soaked through his blanket and he goes "i think i peed on my right leg"
it made me smile a bit :)
so i went on and on and told him about everything, well, almost
and he tried to understand
at least thats what it seemed like
which made me feel better and worse all at the same time
oy what a confusing night
i told him that i would try and get help
and he said that he would go with me if i ever wanted him to
which meant the world to me
i love him with all my heart and i would do anything for him
including facing my fears and getting help