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corey told me he had a dream last night...
he came home from work and found me cheating on him with ryan in his room
so he proceeded to kick ryan's ass and beat him to a pulp
i dont know why but in some weird twisted way that makes me happy
that he loves me that much and would do something like that
of course...this was all a dream
and i have never and will never cheat on him
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i like taking care of him. i really do
i like packing his lunch and doing his laundry
it makes me feel as though im needed
i just wish...i dont know...
he is trying
he is making an effort to have a better attitude
and it means a lot
i guess im just trying to figure out why it is such an effort
im going to bring him his lunch now
then come back to finish my paper before class tonight
ive been putting it off for so long because it's hard for me to write. =\