my place?

Jan 08, 2009 11:15



so. sunday. some people from the lodge are coming to our house to talk to us about corey joining
i have mixed feelings about the lodge
yes, it will be good for business, because its social networking
but, come on, seriously, your own language?
so now on top of learning all the rules and whatnot, corey has to learn their language.
lets break it down.
core works from 8:30 - 6:30
he finally gets home at 7:00 (not sure what takes him that long to get home, but, whatever)
we have dinner from 7:00 - 7:30
he does some more work at home until 8:30
and he usually goes to sleep by 9:30 or 10:00
so that leaves about an hour and a half for him to relax
but now that time will go to learning stuff for the lodge
he also wants to read his ccna book which is HUGE and pretty intense
i just dont understand where i fit in
and where my place is in all of this
i guess thats why ive been in a weird mood lately =\
goodness i sound like a needy bitch.
i know that his job is time consuming
and i respect that. i also respect that he is trying to further his knowledge
i admire that.
but from what corey has told me, this lodge is sounding more and more like a cult type of thing
i just think that joining some sort of leads group would be more beneficial
so ill just keep doing what i can to help him
bringing him food
keeping his room clean and his laundry done
and being there to support him
=]
it just drives me crazy sometimes.

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