there's nothing better than a show with your friends.
i cant really explain the high a live show gives, the band you listen to a night admist homework and then, there they are singing to you. literally, so close i couldn't stop making eye contact. show are suppose to intimate, real and small. i so much appreciate small clubs, that's the way music should be shared. i just imagine these guys writing music in the strangest of places, trains, school, in their basement and then coming all the way to us to share it. its fucking incredible. shiny toy guns made my list. i totally let it go and danced/sang everything away.
i smell like turkey, even though i didnt eat any. thanksgiving was great, after eating some at my grandpa's with my aunt, we went to my dad's friend's place and a whole gaggle of his close freinds were there. they all told me what my dad was like long ago, great stories. and even though we missed the food, it was still probably the best thanksgiving. usually i go to my cousins, not this year because of shitty family mess. but today, i justed enjoy the company of my dad's hilarious freinds, treating me like they've known me forever, which is true, but i didn't remember until now.
best thanksgiving break ever, so far. cant wait for the weekend. i am so awake, listening to shiny toy guns and never sleeping.