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It's complicating...
saying bye to him.
I don't know if I'll be making the right choice or not.
But if I don't, like I said, I learn from my own mistakes, not anyone elses. &If I do end up making the wrong decision and he doesn't want me back, then that's all on me, and I guess it'll only make me stronger?
I just don't understand what I'm doing.
There's other guys.
Or should I say "OTHER PRIORITIES", gah, I'll never let that go.
I've been thinking about this for the passed about 3 weeks, &I think it's the right choice.
He'll be leaving again for another two years, &I'm 16. When he's done with school and everything I hope to God maybe things can be back to normal, but we'll see I suppose.
I don't know how to start this off.
Tonight is insane &I haven't gotten any sleep for 31 hours &I'm sure that's why I'm going insane.
&I need food.
But I can't seem to eat.
gdjghadkjgdahfkjgld
I need somebody
that would understand.
saying bye to him.
I don't know if I'll be making the right choice or not.
But if I don't, like I said, I learn from my own mistakes, not anyone elses. &If I do end up making the wrong decision and he doesn't want me back, then that's all on me, and I guess it'll only make me stronger?
I just don't understand what I'm doing.
There's other guys.
Or should I say "OTHER PRIORITIES", gah, I'll never let that go.
I've been thinking about this for the passed about 3 weeks, &I think it's the right choice.
He'll be leaving again for another two years, &I'm 16. When he's done with school and everything I hope to God maybe things can be back to normal, but we'll see I suppose.
I don't know how to start this off.
Tonight is insane &I haven't gotten any sleep for 31 hours &I'm sure that's why I'm going insane.
&I need food.
But I can't seem to eat.
gdjghadkjgdahfkjgld
I need somebody
that would understand.