deeper conversation: epilogue [part ii]

[imie_schweetzel]

for perfectstart, jeshara, peaches00a, shigai, fathi_jae, twnklsnowflake, desireelim, jaeyunshii, yunho4ever, asuka2507, lovelykitten8, senseikk, vizinga, xxelinaxx, dilovesyunjae, tvxqlover84, pinksparkles14, locofruitcake and crazyfantasia. thank you for commenting on the first part of the epilogue, and i'm really 1907321312987x sorry this took so long to finish. and i apologize beforehand if this sucks beyond redemption. with all my love for all of you. *bows*

WARNING: long epilogue is kind of long. +7, 400 words in this part. :]

Comments

[imie_schweetzel]

awwww baby..*hugs* gwenchana? i hope u feel better now. i've watched the couple talk video, and to be honest, i was actually expecting something more catastrophic than that. that's why i don't feel that disappointed with the boring & obviously awkward interview, because it isn't enough to turn me away from them.

the voice can say many things, but it's the body that often tells the truth. i find it funny that yunjae had to address their fans and remind us not to look too deep into their friendship (talk about being pointed straight to the face by your favorite couple and got told off for writing gay!fics about them. it's just, haha, one of the highlight of my fangirl's life 8D). i love them as yunjae, but i also love them as uknow yunho and youngwoong jaejoong. for them to be the latter it takes them to sacrifice a bit of themselves in the process. any true yj-shipper could look beyond that and see what truly lies beneath. even if everything is just delusion on our parts, it's the love that counts in the end. yunho loves jaejoong, and vice versa - how and when and what they do it is, in my opinion, none of our business.

i'll continue loving them the way i know how. so, always keep the faith, okay?

i love you. ♥

[moon1084]

thats exactly what i said if you read my comment on the first page of the post. it wasnt them i am worried about. i know better then to expect a confession. i dont know what other ppl were expecting you know. i knew it was something like what it was.

i loved the fact that we know now that they read fics! LMAO! i looove it!

what upset me was were the comments. its like ppl please have more faith.

[imie_schweetzel]

i know better then to expect a confession. - THIS, my thought exactly. being as high-profile as they are, i doubt they'll be coming out anytime soon. i noticed a lot of awkward moments in this talk as they seemed to be really conscious of where they were touching each other and how close they're sitting to each other. for god sake we've seen them sat so much closer - like they're glued at the hips - in other interviews and this one seems so highly unlikely that i just want to laugh at the fake. while i do sense a hostile vibe from jaejoong (he mentioned about yunho and his friends, and we all know the club 85 case. he's such a bitter lover. opps.), but i doubt it was something so catastrophic like they've broken up or are not together anymore. lovers fight, it's normal. :]

the road to loving this couple is not easy, i have to admit. there were many times my faith got swayed (u surely know about this since i ranted to u :x) but it's never enough to make me un-love them. so what if they're actually just friends? no one can deny the attraction between them. they don't have to be gay prior to loving each other - they can be gay because of each other. :]]

i can talk all day about them, but i'm sure u know what i'm trying to say, nadia. just keep the faith and be strong. those who choose to leave yunjae can leave...if they can be so easily swayed by the obviously directed talk, no one can do anything about it. heh.