Wow, where to start. This journal has died here. So busy wrapped up on the otherside to write in it apparently. I'll apoligize for my actions/attitude the other day. I suppose things got hot on my end. But hey I'll live. But on the other hand you shouldnt use the words "I was there for you" when arguing with your friends when as well they were there for you. It's an unfair argument and puts the person on the recieving end in a mood of shame or helplessness. Like I've never done anything for you. Because our feelings may have been different, no matter what it makes me look like the bad guy. I never led you on, or if I did it was totally not on purpose. I mean its ashamed that you've end up with Mark. But whatever makes you happy I suppose. Im not saying he treats you bad or wrong or anything like that I dont know on how all that is going. But I can read people to an extent as can anyone else, knowing that's not the person you are. None of my friends are anything like you and maybe thats what attracted me to our friendship. Maybe it was the fact that you were incredibly easy to read, making so easy to understand you. Or the fact that you were apparently honest and I felt like i could trust you. You gave me a sense of security to know that if I needed something you would be there and thats a whole lot more than any of my friends do,have done. You are a great person and I really wish you the best in life. And if it comes down to it, you can call me if you need help with anything. Except if it relates to Mark cause I can abswer any future questions pertaining to him now. Fuck em' . Moving on. I do not hate you and it is sad to see some of the roads you've chosen in life. But like eveyone else you are your own person. Maybe you should try to run your life instead of the allowing the influences surrounding you to do it. "When I hear somebody sigh, 'Life is hard,' I am always tempted to ask, 'Compared to what?'" -Sydney Harris
I miss you so much you don't even know. I would love to call you and maybe get together with you sometime so we can talk. Thank you for the comment, you don't know how much it means to me. I was so sad the day we got into the fight. I hope you can forgive me. I have stopped doing all of that bad shit and I'm succeeding in life, or at least I hope I am. I have wanted to call you ever since we fought online, but didn't want you to be pissed at me cuz I thought you wanted me out of your life for good. I will hopefully talk to you soon. Love Sara
-Sydney Harris
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