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My friend Amber has been in town for a few days from N.Y..I guess i run into her like once a year.It's so sad.I can't even find words to describe the ache in my heart.she leaves today.Will i always live here?Is that my destiny?Sometimes, surrounded by so many people,i can feel so unattached.Not connected to anyone or anything.But then i think about leaving(jacksonville) and i don't think i could leave everything i've ever known.Am i just being simple?or scared or terrified,that i'll get lost and not survive.