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uhhh I still can't believe that my mom is gone.
I cry every day. It was hard enough Grandma not being here, it was so hard. But now she was suposed to be here she was never there for anything and she was finally here and she was going to see me get married and now she won't and it makes me so sad. I just don't know how to describe how I feel but sad. Sad sad. Theres so many times I want to jsut call her and tell her something that was stupid but she always seemed to laugh or care i'm just so sad she was suposed to be here.
I cry every day. It was hard enough Grandma not being here, it was so hard. But now she was suposed to be here she was never there for anything and she was finally here and she was going to see me get married and now she won't and it makes me so sad. I just don't know how to describe how I feel but sad. Sad sad. Theres so many times I want to jsut call her and tell her something that was stupid but she always seemed to laugh or care i'm just so sad she was suposed to be here.