studying stones

[saramaile]

 every piece of energy in my body is emanating from my spine.
i'm and tense.
i am exploding.

pent up emotion.

it could be everything.
it could be nothing.

but it's nothing specific that's for sure.

i need to be happy tonight, i'm having people over.
i fear dance class may not make my irritation better.

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FUCKKKK

i hate when i'm like this.
i did some screaming in my car.
fuckthisshit.