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[saramaile]

i want to brawl.
but it's not you i want to fight.
it's this pain in my chest.
waves of reality.

my bones ache.
i want to escape this.
escape these feelings.
change without me.
leave without me.

my heart can't do it anymore.
i'm worn thin and my skin is breaking.
you are my reason to get up in the morning.

it's not goodbye, but it hurts like it is.

i wanted to write a song tonight.
i felt like it was coming.
i started writing and i just couldn't do it.

if i write it then it's real.
i don't want it to be real yet.

kim, angela, amber, annie, elle, sarah, ana, cody...
i'm wounded.
there's more to come.

take me to paris.