So today I realized
that I have changed way too much since 8th grade. And its stupid. Because I should get over thigns. But I just don't cope. I don't know how. I'm not used to not having you there. You would think after 2 years I would be. But I'm not. Its stupid and I know that. It seems like everyone else but me is fine. Granted this year I'm much happier than before. Because even though things suck I have amazing friends.