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As I drove to class tonight, I remembered how much I hate driving in 5:00 traffic, and how much I loathe the right hand lane of 169. It's just go, stop, go, stop, and I can't stand it!
I think I have issues. I'm wondering if I'm depressed, or if I might need to see a counselor. Leslie is thinking of seeing a counselor. My main issue with seeing a counselor is that I have NO time to do so. I have school on Mondays and Tuesdays, soccer practice on Wednesdays, Cub Scouts on some Thursdays, and by Friday, I collapse on the couch as soon as I get off work and pass out. Is this what my life has become?
I'm experiencing MAJOR burnout in school, so even though I've already enrolled in 2 summer classes, I'm probably going to drop them before the semester even starts. I just can't bear it. My grades are slipping, and I'm soooooo stressed out.
I'm tired of my job, too. I've applied for a few things internally, but I always feel slighted. For the most part, before a position ever even gets posted, they already know who it's going to. In all honesty, it was that way at my other job too, so this must be a pretty normal practice. But it's frustrating! I had an interview yesterday, and I actually thought it went REALLY well. Today I hear that after all the interviews, she decided to post externally as well. So, I guess it didn't go as well as I'd thought. There is another job coming up that I'm interested in, but I feel like the same thing may happen. I feel so beat down at times.
My ex is back from her military deployment, and as most everyone predicted, there's drama. It would be easiest and best for my relationship with Leslie if I just cut Danni off, and never talked with her again. But I can't. I have control issues, I will NOT be controlled. I guess it could be considered shitty of me, but I've done NOTHING to make Leslie not trust me. If I had ran around cheating with Danni, I might understand. When i was with Danni, I cheated on her once. She asked me to cut off contact with the girl that I had cheated with, and I couldn't do that. I don't know if I just like for things to be within my own terms or what.
I recommitted to my diet again. I didn't win the big weight loss thing at my job. I came in 2nd. It was nice though, gave me a little challenge. I lost 17 pounds. I recommitted for the next 3 months, so hopefully I can lose at LEAST another 17 pounds. Danni and I had planned to work out, but I guess all that will kind of depend on Leslie at this point.
I've been doing the Arbonne thing for one of my classes at NSU...and I finally ended up having to drop that class the last couple weeks. That sucks.
I think I have issues. I'm wondering if I'm depressed, or if I might need to see a counselor. Leslie is thinking of seeing a counselor. My main issue with seeing a counselor is that I have NO time to do so. I have school on Mondays and Tuesdays, soccer practice on Wednesdays, Cub Scouts on some Thursdays, and by Friday, I collapse on the couch as soon as I get off work and pass out. Is this what my life has become?
I'm experiencing MAJOR burnout in school, so even though I've already enrolled in 2 summer classes, I'm probably going to drop them before the semester even starts. I just can't bear it. My grades are slipping, and I'm soooooo stressed out.
I'm tired of my job, too. I've applied for a few things internally, but I always feel slighted. For the most part, before a position ever even gets posted, they already know who it's going to. In all honesty, it was that way at my other job too, so this must be a pretty normal practice. But it's frustrating! I had an interview yesterday, and I actually thought it went REALLY well. Today I hear that after all the interviews, she decided to post externally as well. So, I guess it didn't go as well as I'd thought. There is another job coming up that I'm interested in, but I feel like the same thing may happen. I feel so beat down at times.
My ex is back from her military deployment, and as most everyone predicted, there's drama. It would be easiest and best for my relationship with Leslie if I just cut Danni off, and never talked with her again. But I can't. I have control issues, I will NOT be controlled. I guess it could be considered shitty of me, but I've done NOTHING to make Leslie not trust me. If I had ran around cheating with Danni, I might understand. When i was with Danni, I cheated on her once. She asked me to cut off contact with the girl that I had cheated with, and I couldn't do that. I don't know if I just like for things to be within my own terms or what.
I recommitted to my diet again. I didn't win the big weight loss thing at my job. I came in 2nd. It was nice though, gave me a little challenge. I lost 17 pounds. I recommitted for the next 3 months, so hopefully I can lose at LEAST another 17 pounds. Danni and I had planned to work out, but I guess all that will kind of depend on Leslie at this point.
I've been doing the Arbonne thing for one of my classes at NSU...and I finally ended up having to drop that class the last couple weeks. That sucks.