Oct 25, 2004 13:04
yesterday, at aproximately 8:30 pm, my cellphone
flatlined, succumbing to a heroic battle against the
ravages of a waterlogged battery (in other words,
there was a little accident involving a cell phone, a
few glasses of wine, and soapy dishwater....)
well, you can take the girl out of L.A. but you can't
take the L.A. out of the girl, and so, after the
prerequisite 12 hour mourning period, II went
running as fast as I could to the nearest Sprint
PCS store.......
but its ok - my new phone has a camera and my voyeristic tendencies are at work. i like taking picturees of people and capturing the essence of humanity in howevermany pixels.
...
last night, i uncovered an old AIM conversation i had with my aunt judy who passed away in february 2002 -- seeing the conversation wsa proof that she HAD been alive -- proof that i HAD spoken with her and that i loved her... and that she loved me.... i cried so hard that i almost threw up.
i know part of my grief stems from the realization that the next time i cry, it will be for my mommy.