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I.
Am.
Going.
To.
Kill....
Nate.
Fuck.
Shitgoddamn.
Why is Winfield so FUCKED already.
We need Zac.
Winfield seems like it actually fucking needs Zac.
I don't even know what to do.
I am actually at a loss.
This no contact order is killing me.
I can't visit, I can't even fucking phone. I can only write a god damn fucking letter if I use someone else's name, but somehow that just isn't even near fucking good enough right now.
I need your help.