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so there are no words to describe how happy i am that i made that horrid entry i wrote last night private before anyone saw it (hopefully...) i swear, i had reached an all time low. i have never wanted to get completely trashed so much in my life. if there had been pot or ecstacy in front of me...i would have done it, without regret...
i was so mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted...then i read my friends' friends page and realized that the whole "spend the night party" thing someone and i had going on wasnt "our thing" yeah just call sara bc shes easy. and then i read a few sweet, cute comments...and yeah it was all over.
theres a side of me who wants to hold on then the other side wants to break down and cry...
katherine, thanks for being there for me as always. i do not know what i would do without you. you are the best friend i have ever had :)
i worked from 10-3 today and i was talking to greg and delfonze, and greg is in seminary and he kept bashing me with all of his doctrine, and i would say something that i know is true...like the love of money is the root of all evil...and he was like "it never says that in the Bible" so if yall know where that is, i would like to know...i can't stand having my beliefs torn to shreds by someone who is going to be a pastor some day. he was just so brash about it, and egotistical. ugh, yall know how firm i stand in all of that stuff...idk. i feel so stupid for not being able to argue for what i believe in.
pittance:A meager monetary allowance, wage, or remuneration.
A very small amount: not a pittance of remorse.
^it is a word...now stop throwing that carrot at me...
i was so mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted...then i read my friends' friends page and realized that the whole "spend the night party" thing someone and i had going on wasnt "our thing" yeah just call sara bc shes easy. and then i read a few sweet, cute comments...and yeah it was all over.
theres a side of me who wants to hold on then the other side wants to break down and cry...
katherine, thanks for being there for me as always. i do not know what i would do without you. you are the best friend i have ever had :)
i worked from 10-3 today and i was talking to greg and delfonze, and greg is in seminary and he kept bashing me with all of his doctrine, and i would say something that i know is true...like the love of money is the root of all evil...and he was like "it never says that in the Bible" so if yall know where that is, i would like to know...i can't stand having my beliefs torn to shreds by someone who is going to be a pastor some day. he was just so brash about it, and egotistical. ugh, yall know how firm i stand in all of that stuff...idk. i feel so stupid for not being able to argue for what i believe in.
pittance:A meager monetary allowance, wage, or remuneration.
A very small amount: not a pittance of remorse.
^it is a word...now stop throwing that carrot at me...