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Its really funny
I havent thought about writing anything in this for like forever
well at least since the last time I wrote
But I was reading Rachels and I realized maybe this would help
Maybe telling the few people that read this whast wrong some how it will get better
Its really funny becuase since my last update everything has changed more than everything
My whole world is diffrent
I was in like with this kid Ben who now I cant even stand to see
Ive changed soo much Im taller and alot skinnier and "prettier"
I say that becuase I dont believe
but dont try to convince me becuase I neevr will
My best friends have changed Kaylas still at the top
but I dunnno
this sound weird and hopefully she wont hate me for this Ive taken
a better liking to Rachel lol
not that I never liked her becuase I always did
but shes a good kid and i def like that in a friend
Its funny because shes the one that is getting me to do this
I like this kid whose older than me and who kinda isnt nice
I mean dont get me wrong hes soo nice
but thre are circumstances and Im not going to lie
sometimes I wish I could say no and I just didnt go for what I want
but really hes soo nice its just the circumstances ya know ya know
but I find myself missing him and liking him
I HATE LIKING GUYS
I REALLY DO
I hate when people control me
My dad controls me and dont get me wrong I love him
but I control my friends
well most of them Im a very controlling person and thats why I liek this kid becuase so is he
I liek that he controls me becuase Im rarely ever controlled
This sounds spoiled and sucky
but I get what I want
everything everything!
today my parents bought me a $238 prom dress
and thier buying me spring clothes mext week becuase I asked
My parents cant soo no to me
Except when I want to sleep over
grrr thats actually the only thing my dad really controls
is my fun factor
he knows I drink he really does
He also knows other things that Im deff not talking about on here
but this kid he just..........I dunnno
I hate it but I love it
He has such a one up on me
hes soo attractive and lets face it im not
ya know whatever lie to me all of you
lie to me
I know its all lies
I hate people soo much too
I hate this girl that Im supposed to like
ya know whatever
I hate soo many people
I really do
It sucks
but you know what they suck
they really do
This really isnt helping
becuase Im kinda happy
I love certian people
its just the boy its always the boy
WHATEVER IM SOO DONE WITH THIS
This is probablly the last lj entry ever
I got into URI Im a college girl
heres a new one no more one liners
Party it up
Drink it down
<3
I havent thought about writing anything in this for like forever
well at least since the last time I wrote
But I was reading Rachels and I realized maybe this would help
Maybe telling the few people that read this whast wrong some how it will get better
Its really funny becuase since my last update everything has changed more than everything
My whole world is diffrent
I was in like with this kid Ben who now I cant even stand to see
Ive changed soo much Im taller and alot skinnier and "prettier"
I say that becuase I dont believe
but dont try to convince me becuase I neevr will
My best friends have changed Kaylas still at the top
but I dunnno
this sound weird and hopefully she wont hate me for this Ive taken
a better liking to Rachel lol
not that I never liked her becuase I always did
but shes a good kid and i def like that in a friend
Its funny because shes the one that is getting me to do this
I like this kid whose older than me and who kinda isnt nice
I mean dont get me wrong hes soo nice
but thre are circumstances and Im not going to lie
sometimes I wish I could say no and I just didnt go for what I want
but really hes soo nice its just the circumstances ya know ya know
but I find myself missing him and liking him
I HATE LIKING GUYS
I REALLY DO
I hate when people control me
My dad controls me and dont get me wrong I love him
but I control my friends
well most of them Im a very controlling person and thats why I liek this kid becuase so is he
I liek that he controls me becuase Im rarely ever controlled
This sounds spoiled and sucky
but I get what I want
everything everything!
today my parents bought me a $238 prom dress
and thier buying me spring clothes mext week becuase I asked
My parents cant soo no to me
Except when I want to sleep over
grrr thats actually the only thing my dad really controls
is my fun factor
he knows I drink he really does
He also knows other things that Im deff not talking about on here
but this kid he just..........I dunnno
I hate it but I love it
He has such a one up on me
hes soo attractive and lets face it im not
ya know whatever lie to me all of you
lie to me
I know its all lies
I hate people soo much too
I hate this girl that Im supposed to like
ya know whatever
I hate soo many people
I really do
It sucks
but you know what they suck
they really do
This really isnt helping
becuase Im kinda happy
I love certian people
its just the boy its always the boy
WHATEVER IM SOO DONE WITH THIS
This is probablly the last lj entry ever
I got into URI Im a college girl
heres a new one no more one liners
Party it up
Drink it down
<3