Jul 09, 2003 00:11
Hunny, nothing could ever tear us apart. I practically live at your house. If things will ever get patched up between her and I well only time will tell. You have to realize that I'm not a person that would just up and leave your life, that's not me. We have awesome times together and I wouldn't give them u for anything. You are my best friend. You are like family to me, your family is like family to me. I realize that your sister and I have gotten closer lately and I know how much you must hate that, I guess I hate it when people do that to me too. But you have to realize that her and I hang out with the same group of people and so we're bound to get close. I'm sorry that it bugs you so much and I'll try my best to not get very close with her. She's like my little sister and my friend and I'm just looking out for her (that's what you should be doing). Maybe you should try to get closer to your sister, she's not as bad as you may think that she is. All I'm saying is that I'm sorry you are so opposed to it and I'll try my best to respect your feelings. I love you hun and I woudn't want anything to come between the two of us. And I'm really excited about seeing the symphony with you!!
I feel like I've gotten nothing accomplished this summer, well except the important stuff like sitting around, going tanning, and relaxing. But seriously though, I really have sat around doing absolutely nothing, being bored. It's a big change from the shoolyear. I'm excited about sophomore year, kind of. I'm excited about some things like choir and project adventure and the play and I guess that's about it. lol. I decided that I am going to clean my room tomorrow and get it ready to paint, I know it's a shocker, my room being clean, don't have a heart attack. I want to feel like I did something this summer. I'm also going to call up every single person that gave me their number in my yearbook. hehe, maybe I won't do that tomorrow, but I will this summer. I miss so many people. Marie, we've gotta hang out and have our girl time! But yeah so I thought about it and I can't call anyone anyways because I don't have a phone! Damn mom... I'm not sure what happened to it, the line is messed up or something. So, I was feeling really profound and creative last night and I wanted to write in my journal but I was at Sara's so I didn't but that's ok. I get to sleep with my sister tonight, woohoo... wait, it's my sister... well see she has an air conditioner in her room so I get to be nice and cold while I'm sleeping, I'm excited. And plus it's the first night that I've gotten to talk to her since she got back. I love how I can write anything that I want and people probably don't read it anyways, well unless it's about them, but I can still write whatever I want. Oh my god! I forget, so guess who finally IMed me... guess! yep, it was Jon! I miss hanging out with him, he's such a cool person. But yeah, I just had to announce that for everyone that I did't tell. Oh and say how Amy is my savior, lol, ask me about that if you want to know. But yeah so I guess that's about all that's been up with my life. I'm going to stay at my aunt's house for a week starting on the 20th of july. I know, I will be greatly missed but I love being at my aunt's house and hanging out with my cousins. They're so much fun. So, I think I'm going to have to choose between a new flute and the cruise with the Moussette family... I'm sorry guys, I love ya but if I am forced to choose, I will choose the flute. I wonder if normal people are in bed at 1 in the morning... what do you think? eh, it doesn't matter anyways, I'm not normal, and I'm proud of it. So, I'm sure that no one read this whole entry but that's ok, I don't expect comments anymore, though it is fun to get them. I wish there was something fun to look forward to tomorrow. Nope, just cleaning and sitting around, being bored in the heat, what's new? I guess I'll go now though, I'm at the point that I'm just typing because I'm bored.
Love to you all!
~Sarah