Aug 04, 2003 22:30
Hun, I love you and you can come and stay with me whenever you want! I know how much it must suck for you right now and I'm sorry that there isn't anything that I can do or say to make it better. Just know that I'm here for you and I always will be. Tell me what I can do to help you and I'll do it. I wish that I can make all the pain and loneliness go away. I only want the best for you, the best is what you deserve and nothing less. I love you hun.
I MISS YOU TOO!!! What would I have done without you this past year? You were there for me when I came in crying in the morning or when I needed someone to talk to. You always had my Health books ready for me when I walked out of Geometry and it made my day that much better. You left me notes when you went away for between each class. I loved that! Seeing you between each class is one of the few things that I am looking forward to this year. I love you hun and hope that everything between us works out.
I miss Sara! Yeah, she did leave yesterday. haha. She called me today and it made my day. Hopefully we can hang out tomorrow evening so we can catch up on that gossip. It sucks that you're leaving Thursday and I'm leaving Friday. I love you!! I'm looking forward to your arrival tomorrow!
Well, let's see...
Yesterday...
I went to the mall with my stepmom and Ryan. It was cool because I saw Brittany, Stefanie and Vanessa. Hopefully Brittany, Danielle and I will hang out this week. I miss them. Then we went out to dinner with Beth's family. It was cool but my... well stepuncle, I guess you could say, (haha, that's not a real title but that's ok) always talks about drinking with me and I always deny deny deny. haha. He's really funny though. I got to see Jennifer and Connor and I will probably babysit for Connor sometime this week too. After that I did a puzzle and it was fun. I love puzzles! Do you love puzzles? If you said yes then you're cool. hehe.
Today...
I hung out with Jeff. We had a good time or atleast I did. It was really hot though. Then, I had my flute lesson and I think my flute teacher was very happy with my progress on the distracts piece which I'm really happy about. I love him. I think he's great. If it wasn't for him I don't think I'd be this much into music. I need a tuner though... anyone have one they want to let me borrow?? hehe. I've been trying to get mommy to buy me one and I've also been working on getting a new flute. That isn't going too well. I guess I'll just have to deal and let my talent shine at the audition rather then my flute. But, I'm really nervous and excited about the audition. My flute teacher said that if I keep putting as much effort in that I have been then I have a very good chance of making it. I think he thinks too highly of me sometimes. He compliments me too much... I don't want to get cocky. I guess since I tell myself how much I suck all the time I deserve a little compliment once in a while. But anyways... after my lesson I started looking at my AP US history summer work. I didn't get too far. Well, atleast I read a bit and put my name on the paper. lol. I promise I'll do it before school starts. Does anyone that's taking that class want to do it with me? It'll be fun. Well, atleast it'll be more fun then doing it by yourself. Maybe we can get a group of us together. I'll have a fun study party at my house and get food for it. Can you tell that I'm trying to bribe people to do the work with me to make it more fun? Is it working? haha, let's hope. Well, that's about all. I guess I'll talk to you all later.
Love to you all!
~Sarah