the show must go on

Jun 06, 2009 23:31

Happy Birthday. Now dye it silver.

I was only logging in to wish queen crazy a happy day, but I might as well write an actual entry. *gasp*

Life is still where I left it when I got tired of lugging it around. It sits in a heap in my bedroom, and looks up hopefully when I grab my keys, but deflates when it realizes I am wearing my work clothes.
No kid yet, but I'm hopeful. Not nearly as depressed about the lack of results since we were convinced I was pregnant last week. You would think I would be MORE depressed, since I am obviously not, but the two days I spent waiting to test and be certain made me realize we are SO not ready financially. We are not going to stop moving forward with our plans for a family, but I am realizing if it does not happen too fast it is not a terrible problem.

Other than that, my days are spent focusing on my family. I cook meals as often as I can, load the dishwasher so my father will sit down and watch television, and try to keep everyone positive. The most fulfilled I have been in the past month was when my back porch was full of talking family that were only there because I had made a meal. If I am home from work and making food- people come crawling out of the woodwork.

baby, family

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