Can't Beleive This
My grandma died wednseday. I haven't been to school since that day. I have been feeling horrible but soo horrible I can't cry. I am like numb from the feelings. I have been sitting here watching my music player in front of me play the same song over and over again. A little music player that my grandma gave to me and it reminds me of all the days I used to sleep over or just visit. She was always thinking of others before herself and never wanted anyone to worry about her. She had a large heart and a truly caring person, I will miss her a bunch. I am worried about my mom mostly...it must be hard losing a mom...I don't want anyone in my family to die. I would lose it I don't even ant to think about it.
Nobody has been on lately, but neither have I. Katlyn has gone missing, I don't have a clue where she has been lately...it's been soo boring without talking to her. We need to plan a day that we can hang out...I miss my St. Annes friends.
Anyways the wake for my grandma was today. I have been there since about 1:30pm and I just got back. I am tired. We went to Pub 99 in the middle of the two times of the wakes and the food was awesome. I knew a lot of people at the wakes for once, surprised me. Then my mom told me that her friends family was coming(the one with the two sons around me and my sisters age, and the daughter around my brothers age). They said the oldest son turned goth and had blue hair. When I saw him it didn't look as how I pictured it. Only the front was blue and the rest black. His clothes were all black but he isn't really 'goth'. More like the style I like(pretty neat I like it). He plays drums, I play guitar. He likes paintballing, so do I but uh never did it before. I am sure that he has a good taste in music. He sounded the same both him and hus brother. I wonder if they are still as goofy...haha we teased each other like crazy. We are getting together soon since we couldn't this weekend because of the whole grandmother thing...can't wait I want to go get some black pants finally at Hot Topic!
<3 Sarah
Nobody has been on lately, but neither have I. Katlyn has gone missing, I don't have a clue where she has been lately...it's been soo boring without talking to her. We need to plan a day that we can hang out...I miss my St. Annes friends.
Anyways the wake for my grandma was today. I have been there since about 1:30pm and I just got back. I am tired. We went to Pub 99 in the middle of the two times of the wakes and the food was awesome. I knew a lot of people at the wakes for once, surprised me. Then my mom told me that her friends family was coming(the one with the two sons around me and my sisters age, and the daughter around my brothers age). They said the oldest son turned goth and had blue hair. When I saw him it didn't look as how I pictured it. Only the front was blue and the rest black. His clothes were all black but he isn't really 'goth'. More like the style I like(pretty neat I like it). He plays drums, I play guitar. He likes paintballing, so do I but uh never did it before. I am sure that he has a good taste in music. He sounded the same both him and hus brother. I wonder if they are still as goofy...haha we teased each other like crazy. We are getting together soon since we couldn't this weekend because of the whole grandmother thing...can't wait I want to go get some black pants finally at Hot Topic!
<3 Sarah