long time....
Ok so the show opened tonight. it went well. everyone did a really good job so yay for them. classes are ok. i've been sick so i've been missing class i'm kind of worried but mandy and i are going to talk to one of our teachers about making up some of the classes we've missed. we hope if we at least show interest then we'll be ok. french is actually going rather well i'm kind of excited about it. so woo!!!
so tonight i had a bad night. number one i was just in a BAD MOOD for reasons beyond my control. then people were stressed and were saying snippy things back stage which didn't make it better AT ALL. then i saw that i wasn't even in the program for doing sound which pissed me off and was ALMOST the last straw...but then we practiced dance and i just got REALLY FRUSTRATED!!! I am so over this whole musical theater thing. i just want to quit. i can't dance. i can't land any of my turns right...i look like a fool doing everything else. i just don't understand why i even try sometimes. UGH!!! oh well.
in good news....layla, kyle, and ben morris are coming to see me. so woo for that. I go home for fall break next week. i need a brake like WHOA. Then the first weekend in Nov. Michael and James are going to come home with me. Which makes me happy. i heart them both VERY much!! I can't wait for everyone at home to meet them. Ok well I can't think of anything else to say. I'll talk to you all later. Love to all. Ciao!!
so tonight i had a bad night. number one i was just in a BAD MOOD for reasons beyond my control. then people were stressed and were saying snippy things back stage which didn't make it better AT ALL. then i saw that i wasn't even in the program for doing sound which pissed me off and was ALMOST the last straw...but then we practiced dance and i just got REALLY FRUSTRATED!!! I am so over this whole musical theater thing. i just want to quit. i can't dance. i can't land any of my turns right...i look like a fool doing everything else. i just don't understand why i even try sometimes. UGH!!! oh well.
in good news....layla, kyle, and ben morris are coming to see me. so woo for that. I go home for fall break next week. i need a brake like WHOA. Then the first weekend in Nov. Michael and James are going to come home with me. Which makes me happy. i heart them both VERY much!! I can't wait for everyone at home to meet them. Ok well I can't think of anything else to say. I'll talk to you all later. Love to all. Ciao!!