No more Vegas....
Why do I feel like I'm letting you all down. I decided today after talking to both Michael and Alan that I'm not going to Vegas. Now don't get me wrong they both said that if I wanted this and felt prepared then to go for it. And I do feel prepared...I mean hello I've been preparing for this role my whole life!!!! Anywho, while talking to Alan he kept. Well making such good arguments in both directions. Well anywho, I decided that if I actually got something in this show that I would have to leave school THIS semester. School and my training is so important to me right now. Also my friends. I couldn't go to Vegas by myself. Not the first time anyway. Ok well and one of the biggest reasons was when I came back. What would happen? How hard would it be to come back? I would be behind my class. Would everyone treat me differently? I am pretty darn sure that I wouldn't be all like high and mighty because I had this professional thing under my belt, but I knot that plenty of people would take anything that I did great or small and turn it against me cause people can be pretty petty and mean if they want to. Well anywho I'm going to head out. Love to all. Ciao!!